Friday, March 4, 2011

let her be

I had a minor freak-out last night.
I saw my sister in my mirror.
I still can't look directly into my own eyes in the mirror today, and I couldn't look at the mirror AT ALL for the rest of last night - I shielded the side of my face when I had to pass it to go pee so that I couldn't even see it in my peripheral vision.
I can't explain what happened - I just cannot put it into words. Shitty feeling for a goddamn English major.
Maybe with time.
I've been having mini anxiety/panic attacks for a little over 24 hours.
That was the only full-blown one I within these past a-little-over 24 hours.
I'm shaky.

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